Sunday, August 16

The NEVERS In My Life.

. Never was a straight forward person. I think too much about how others are feeling instead of myself so never call me selfish. I've been trying to keep people from getting hurt but it's me who gets hurt in the end. Stupid foolish. & I have never shouted or get pissed off with any of my friends except for this once with Andrea Syairah during our sleepover at my place :\ Sorry babe, I was seriously out of control.

. Never was into relationships. I mean, never got the luck for it. Trust me, tons of amazing guys have popped the question but I keep rejecting. I don't know why, it's just like that.

. Never have the habit of borrowing people's money or letting people spend their money on me. It's just not my thing, if you still wanna spend your money on me. I'll try my best not to, I'll even pull your hair. Haha :) Trust me, I'll feel very guilty.

. Have never experience love before and not planning to. And I have also never done anything over the top with a boy before. Trust me, the worst that I've done was just kissing. I may have friends whose done tons of stuff with a boy but somehow I just can't. OMG, I'm that innocent.

. Never like saying the word " sorry ". I never like apologizing. Makes me feel like I'm the one to blame. Even if it was my fault, I'll make it up to them but I still won't apologize. Lol , weird. I know.

. Never did like people telling me what to do. The more you bugg me to do something, the more I'll ignore you. No affence, but that's my current bad habit I guess.

. Never ever like people using my things without my permission. Hate it! And hate people lending my stuff and not giving it back. Especially when it comes to money. It's not like you guys are fucking broke.

. Never like people complimenting me. It's not that I hate it, its that I don't feel comfortable of people complimenting me.

After writing this whole NEVER thing down. Now will you guys still accept me the way I am ..? :\

2 comments:

Dreaaa said...

Im sooooooooooooo sorry :( I still couldnt forget after that incident.

Niarrgh said...

dreaa , its alright .
its the past ;) its all good alright sayang?