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Okay. I think I'm in a relationship. Lmfao. It's been almost a week and it's going terribly. I mean, the first few days were cool but after that - Urgh. I don't know what to say.

Tons of people ask me why I accepted him? Well. It's actually because there's been tons of amazing guys who have popped the question to me but I keep rejecting. I've never given any of them a chance and I feel so terrible because after I reject them, I'll regret. So, for the first time in my 15 years of life, I've accepted a person who have popped the question to me about a zillion times. And guess what? I regretted it even more -.-' SWEAT.

I mean, Yes. I do have feelings for him. I mean, I had. These days, we've been acting so strange. We don't call each other baby that often anymore. We don't keep in touch that much. What the fuck? Before I even accepted his proposal, he's all like " I'll show you what if feels like to be loved " and all that shit. That's fucked up whack dowhh. One thing I really really hate is when guys make broken promises. It's real stoopid and pathetic.

I think I've learned my lesson. This is the first and last time I'm ever giving a guy another chance. I think after this break up, I don't wanna have a boyfriend until I finish high school. I know you guys think I'm trippin' but I'm for real. Unless that person can really sweep me off my feet lah. Bottom line - Being single aint that bad youu know :)